Lyrics Beige – half·alive
Been keeping you out of my mind
Until I see you it reminds me
Of all the times that you’d meltdown
Back then I didn’t know why
Now I’m in the same place
But this time it’s different
Now we’re just working
You’re not my girlfriend
But I know
You better
Than anyone
Else here
Now this is familiar
You’re having a meltdown
And nobody else knows why
But I know you, don’t i
I know, what you don’t like
The color beige, Halloween
Getting surprised by anything
Back then it was in a dream
Was it all a dream
Was it even real
Summerland became real
Too sweet
Play in my mind on repeat
How I can fall asleep
I loved you now you’ll never leave
How I can fall asleep now
So I comforted you when you needed it
Gave you the space to be frustrated
I know that it’s hard but you’re doing fine
You held me close, apologized
Said you drank too much
I was not surprised
Then you held me tight
Maybe it’s fine
But you held on
Why’d you hold on
Weren’t you the one who called it off
Play in my mind on repeat
How I can fall asleep
I loved you now you’ll never leave
I guess it’s never over
Play in my mind on repeat
How I can fall asleep
I loved you now you’ll never leave
How I can fall asleep now
How I can fall asleep now
How I can fall asleep now…
